i dont want to know what happened
always I run away as they tell me
as if the length of hope is shortened
I drift away through passing life
insensitive is what they think Iam
but my feeling for feelings is there
the tiff that made me stay away
as loved ones were waved away
as I hiked up the mountains
with bottled up rage
even sage couldn't put sense in me
but all it took was a wave
radio cracked of quake news
and of reports of tsunami wave
name of my town ringed in ear
I stumbled down the hill in fear
realization of being late came soon
never could I forget the noon
if I had stayed back with them
throwing away my egoisitc rage
I wouldnt have saved them
but with tears in eyes cuddled them
p.s. This is a ficional account of a guy who is the only one from his family to have survived as a tsunami crashed onto his hometown